♥ I`m still hoping.
Sunday, November 16, 2008 -{'2:10 AM
My friendster is totally back to normal! Owyea, a while ago I opened my account then it`s not slow anymore and my friends are on 1400+ again. I`m happy about that, so after that good news I visit HiS account and yea I got a bit irritated bout that girl or what else I can say, I`m jealous lol. She used to flood him comments, and what makes me hot tempered is when I read that she calls him Chubby when I was supposed to call HiM Chubb a few weeks ago I guess, short term for chubby. Arg but I know I have no right to be mad at her nor on him because he`s not my boyfriend anymore, get it? I want to cancel my Friendster because of that, I always get friggin irritated or mad everytime I visit his profile and I will see other girls who are posting comments there.
I miss everything, I miss those old days when he was still mine, back when the days that filled with happiness and love. I`m still hoping right now that everything will be back again like how it was supposed to be, I always say that being single is much fun but behind that there is a part that makes me feel empty inside. If only I could turn back time, I`ll cherish every moments with him, those holding each others hand which is like you don`t want to let go of it anymore, those stealed glances & kisses which makes me smile, the tight hugs that makes me feel protected. Oh gaaadd, I miss him.
Next year, after I graduate I will go to other place far from him to study. It will take 9years for me to stay there because of the course that I will take, I will miss him more, dayum.
